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Who am I?

Just a wild woman and a wild dreamer who dares to do things that most people don’t dare to do and therefore get results that most people don’t get.

This wasn’t always this way. 

I grew up kind of wild and feeling no sense of envy nor jealousy. I never felt the need to compare myself to other people. So the thought that people were comparing themselves to me, consciously or unconsciously, didn’t even cross my mind. 

Let alone the thought that there were people who could feel threatened, intimidated and/or jealous of me being my natural fun assertive self with my natural fearless and positive attitude in life. 

These people did their best to make me feel painfully aware there was apparently something wrong with me, yet there was never something wrong with me, I was simply born the way I was supposed to be. Perhaps there was actually something terribly wrong with them though if me being and doing “me” irritated their insecurity demons somehow.

It must have hurt their feelings that I had a mind of my own and most times was too focused on my own stuff to even notice other people and their need for external validation which I obviously didn’t need. So didn’t think other people did. I never thought anyone to be above or below me, so I guess they had to make themselves noticeable by bullying me. Because how come they got everyone’s attention but mine? Who was I to make them feel less admired??.

So let’s say that perhaps I was born wild but circumstances made me consider the way I was and made me hide my wild self for a while.

But yes, me knowing I had no bad intentions and me never envying anyone I couldn’t even begin to understand what could I have possibly done wrong to earn all that bullying I was subjected to in and out of school.

Honestly, it took me like 5 years and some well intentioned opinions from genuinely good people to realize I was just wild and simply envied because of it.

Finding the steps I followed to get out of that funk of being hated or attacked for no apparent reason wasn’t precisely an overnight process. It took me a fair good amount of literature, observation, trial and error together with a lot of willingness to survive to make it this far. Trust me, I know your darkness.

However – and as that popular saying says. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger!! And just like coal particles under unbearable amounts of pressure I went through the process to actually discovering what they were seeing in me that I was too blind to see for myself, and, slowly but surely, I became aware of my diamond hard core.

Why am I actually doing this?

I wish I could spare that hard process for as many people as possible. I think this kind of self awareness and knowledge could make the world a better place. I basically, want to empower as many people as possible to be their authentic genuine selves.   

How? By spreading the message that each one of us is unique and different therefore there is absolututely no need to compete at all. Each individual has an unique set of skills and talents, some just haven’t found theirs yet because they’re too busy hating and bullying on the ones who shine for theirs.

I would also want people to take more conscious decisions regarding their future based on what they truly want to achieve and not based on the fear of not being able to meet other people’s expectations of them. That’s another culprit as to why most people live passionless and boringly depressive lives that often end up in suicide, crime or substance abuse.

I know this because I myself could have fallen victim of such negative thinking and either committed suicide or become a victim of my chronic health issues instead of becoming this fun lazy queen of chaos.

So now I am living proof that regardless of chronic depression and severe disorganization issues I am having the life I want. Most people say it’s a question of “luck”. It’s not. It’s a question of attitude and making the right choices. Things always work out well for me in the end because I am very focused avoiding settling for less than I want. And my current goal is to share this knowledge and help you do the same with:

My online course “Find your wild side” Online program, 

My Find Your Wild Side Photoshoots,

or my  Find Your Wild Side Retreats.